….I dunno what I’m gonna do! ; n ;
I’m not exactly on here all the time, but this blog is literally the only outlet for sexual things that I currently have.
This is the place where I’m allowed to /have/ a sexuality, where I’m allowed to be a /woman/ and feel sexy and aroused
This is the place that helped me explore and nourish the few kinks and fantasies that I have, the place where I could learn what I like and collect the things I’m into that make me feel some kinda way
This is the place that taught me that I can be viewed as beautiful and sexy and desirable exactly as I am, because I genuinely did not know before I made this blog whether the artistic nudes I was taking purely for my own eyes would be viewed as something good or as something disgusting– it was, and remains, a confidence boost that I sorely needed and still need from time to time! Body image issues are a hecker!
If I get deleted….I dunno for sure whether or not I’ll eventually remake, but I will be Sad. I don’t particularly see myself moving to a different platform….we’ll see!
Ladyandthetrance 