Do you ever miss it?
Ever miss that feeling, just after a trigger sounds, where you suddenly realise there’s a drop ahead?
Where you find yourself letting go, the decision so quick you can even forget you’re making it, letting go of control, letting go of certainty in your perceptions, in your senses?
When you’re not under, do you ever find yourself wishing, oh so deeply desiring, to drop?
Do you ever find yourself talking with the one who drops you and hoping to be surprised?
Do you ever think how good it would be not to think?
Of course.
Isn’t that such fun?