droned-out:

I want you to forget yourself in pleasure. I want it to consume you. I
want you to lose track of who you are and what I’m doing to you. I want
to drown out every thought in your head with a torrent of hypnotic
sensation, and then cut the strings of consciousness and let you float.

As
you’re lying there, lost in the pleasure I’m giving you, maybe for a
moment you’ll see through my trick. You’ll realize that your
mindlessness is a clever little illusion. You see, if you truly believe
that you’re blank and helpless to my words and my pleasure, then you
will be!  It’s wicked, isn’t it, me tricking you into thinking that
you’re helpless, just so you won’t resist what I do to you?

I
want you to believe that you’re mindless, but pleasure is never a
mindless endeavor. Pleasure is learning. Pleasure is change. And believe
me–I am changing you.

The truth is, I secretly want your
pretty mind to be running as quickly as ever. The difference is that
your only focus will be on obeying me and accepting the commands and
beliefs and suggestions that I put in your head.

I want to do this to you. I want to brainwash you and use your mind. And afterwards, I want you to thank me.